school should seriously end early.
like end at 12.40 everyday.
total delusional but it makes a whole lot difference for me.
ain't feeling right today so went back home early.
totally spaced out throughout the 1 hour journey back to home.
was thinking about something while walking up the stairs
and w/o realising, i had walked up to the 4th story.
super sotong.
thank God no one was there, i was slapping myself while walking down back
to the 3rd story.
knockout the moment i lie on my bed.
it was a good 2hr sleep, at least i feel more alive as compared when i was in lecture.
school should seriously end early.
the situation that im in is practically haunting me.
trying not to think but its like its chasing after me to go deal with it.
i guess im a person who wants answers,
direct answers so i can close the case.
i guess...i hate it dwindling there...
for me to assume...to guess...to decipher any positive agenda
to search for hidden answers...
i don't want to search.
just give it to me can...
Answers *snap snap* done, then think no more.
i guess im a impatient person when voice down to this kinda thing.
i want answers immediately.
i want it now!
im sorry, it seems as if im being childish and selfish here,
demanding like kid...
but *puppy-eyed*
can i just be that kind of kid who you would just give in easily?
im a deep thinker.
i think alot.
which is why im like this now.
crap. why uh?
why should i even think about it?
i already know yet i fall into my own trap.
crazy.
aaahhh, Shuhan, Hi-5 for being the same species. lol.
it's great to have someone like u to understand.
makes things a whole lot less worse than i always thought it was.
appreciate it.
his friend, don't laugh eh.
not that i blame u.
but makes me feel as if im in some other guy's shoes...
makes me look dumb.
and weird.
im not weird.
*pouts*
study study study...
go go go...
(actually will he ever read my post...?)
"we gonna lift You high....we gonna lift You high..."